kung ako lang ang iniintindi ko feeling ko magiging masaya ako. pero dahil madami akong mahal sa buhay...may katapusan ang kasiyahan. ang problema nila ay problema ko din. hindi nila kasalanan yun, choice ko to empathize and sympathize with them. pero hindi yun ang gusto kong ilabas dito...
choice.
usually things go well for me. for some reason i dont know, everything just falls into its place. i get to cross the raging river because i see the stones i can step on to get to the other side. pero pag dating sa ibang tao...i fight the current...its not mine, its theirs.
he was young. he does whatever he wants to do. no pain, no amount, no nothing can make him stop. is he afraid of anything? maybe. he'd show you he's afraid but he's willing to take it. STRONG? no. strength does not mean tolerating pain, being able to say no bribery. i dont know what strong means. what makes a strong person or whatever.
im at a lost. i dont know what to do with him, he's so young. he does whatever he wants, he doesnt care about what may happen to him. as long as it makes him happy, he's ok with it. he shows me when he's afraid but is able to shrug it off. he's not strong, i see.
he just needs someone who can...
my brother...what happened to you
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