kasama si ex sa panaginip

madilim, maluwag parang infinite space pero room. ang nakita ko lang dalawang upuan, sa gitna ng mga ito isang projector na nakapatong sa table...dahan dahan kong naramdaman na may umakbay sakin hanggan maka upo. hindi ko siya tinignan kasi napupuzzle ako sa nakikita ko, anong meron? medyo masama kutob ko eh.

umupo kaming dalawa. sabay nagsimula ang palabas. ako at siya from 3 years ago

mga panahon ng habulan, at taya tayaan. magaaway, may hahabol. tapos ikaw naman taya ako naman hahabol. hanggang sa naramdaman ng isa nahihirapan na siya huminga. time out muna, pero sa larong 'to walang time out. kasali ka ba o hindi? will you stay or will you leave?

tuloy tuloy pa rin ang palabas. mas bumabaon ang sakit.

reliving the 1st heart break, reliving the pain. but what made me burst into tears is when i saw what he saw. what he saw when he fell in love, what he saw when he fell out of love. what he saw when he wanted me back, what he saw when he said maybe i'll just come back because i chose to be with someone else who was never mine. he was crying and i didnt do anything.

i couldn't watch anymore, but i could still hear it. i didnt want to see any more, i looked at him and he was holding back his tears.

i was mean. i was unfair. i was irrational. ungrateful. i used and abused him when he was trying to get me back. just to get my revenge. i broke his heart because he broke mine. im wrong. im sorry

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Aldrich...my botot, im sorry.

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i woke up and cried.

when i checked my phone "1 message received: Aldrich"