'Kay gandang anghel laging nasa aking tabi. ikaw ang sumasalo ng bawat patak ng luha ko sa gabi, at ang nagdadala ng ngiti sa aking umaga. sanggol pa lang ako andiyan ka na. ikaw ang ginamit ng Diyos para may magbantay sakin. ikaw ang nagsilbing gabay sa buhay ko. hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko pag wala ang guardian angel ko. dahil ikaw ang unang unang bestfriend ko, ang unang kaibigan ko. wala akong pwede itago sayo dahil bawat kanto ng buhay ko alam mo. ikaw ang walking journal ko. Dapat kang ipagmalaki sa lahat ng tao. Isa kang biyaya ng Diyos. Masaya ako kaya't pinagmamalaki kita.

Pinakilala kita sa lahat ng kaibigan ko pero hindi ko nagustuhan ang resulta nito...

hindi ako nagseselos, hindi rin ako naiinggit. nakakabingi kasi wala na akong narinig sakanila kung hindi "MAS SIYA SAYO" hindi ako galit, hindi rin masama ang loob ko sayo. nalulungkot ako kasi hindi ako tulad mo. nahihirapan ako kasi naikukumpara ako sayo. nahihiya ako pag ako naman ang pinapakilala mo. nakikita ko ang wala ako, ramdam ko ang ating pagkakaiba. Anghel ba naman ang ikumpara sa tulad ko? masakit kasi kahit anong mangyari hindi ako makikipagkompetensya. pagdating sayo hindi talaga, hindi ko gagawin at malamang hindi ko kakayanin. masasaktan lang ako lalo kasi masasaktan din kita.

wala kang ginawang mali. hindi mo kasalanan na ganyan ka. kaya di mo kailangan humingi ng patawad. kahit na gusto kong lumayo sayo, hindi rin pwede. nakatatak ka na sa puso ko eh, sa buhay ko. hindi kita kayang iwan.

masaya ako para sayo, kung ano ka at anong kinalalagyan mo. ikaw ang nagdala sa sarili mo kung asan ka ngayon. Magaling ka, maalam sa bagay bagay pero hindi ko ninais maging tulad mo, dahil magkaiba tayo. sana lang makita yun ng iba, di porket nanggaling ako sayo dapat pareho tayo.

Eto nanaman tayo

isang malaki at mabigat na tanong, bigla akong napaupo at napaisip.

handa na ba ko ulit? kayanin ko ba ang hamon ito na isa ring pangako?

minsan ng napasakin ang isang tulad mo, ngayon at nagbabalik...mahirap magsabi ng oo.

nanahimik ako ng ilang sandali, at nag bitaw ng ilang salita pero parang wala kang narinig.

eto nanaman tayo.

hindi ko alam kung ikaw ang naririnig ko o ang bibig mo lamang.

hindi ko alam kung bumaba ba ang kisame o bumigat yung pakiramdam sa kwarto.

gusto ko sana lumabas ng kwarto pero walang pintuan.

wala akong ibang choice kung hindi pakinggan ang gusto mong sabihin at gusto mong malaman ko.

dada ka ng dada may nakikinig ba? naririnig ko ba? nasasabi mo ba ang gusto mong iparating?

hirap akong humindi pero eto na ata ang unang pagkakataon

magdidive ba ako sa pool na may sign na 2ft? kakagat ba ako sa sandwich na alam kong puro gulay ang laman? manunuod ba ako ng 12pm sa abs kung alam kong mabwibwiset nanaman ako kay willie?

HINDI. AYAW KO. WAG NA

matuto na tayo sa nangyari dati, wag ng hayaan maulit pa.

harapin ang problema, wag taguan wag layuan.

DON’T GO HIGH SCHOOL BITCHIN

This for you NOSE-faced-girl,

I never say this from the heart, but this goes for you.
It goes with my deepest sincerity…FUCK YOU!
I was a friend to you, I put up with your self-centered bitchiness, listened to every I-always-have-a-reason-why-im-wearing-this-and-that, and your feeling pretty but you’re really not and you’re never ending great-er-ness than the OH-SO-LAME ME …well guess what bitch!?
You’re my inspiration…ill work hard enough and ill make sure you’ll need help from me…and when that happens…ill give you help, don’t worry. IM A FRIEND, but ill give you the lamest one.

Its ok to bitch me up like this, NO ISSUE. Im not very good with defending myself, but to disrespect my mom that way? I could push you off the wall and make sure I break your face more.

Sira na nga, sisirain ko pa. hindi ka man lang papasa maging hipon.

-SINCERELY YOURS, WITH MUCH PASSION AND LOVE
The girl who never did anything right in your eyes but the one you referred to as almost perfect. (I have a video to prove it)

Masarap kang magmahal

Labi mo't labi ko'y nagdidikit
Hawak ang katawan mo ako'y nanginginig
Iisa ang nilalaman ng ating dibdib
Parehong nilalanghap na hangin

Ikaw ang hanap sa araw at gabi
Dating mo ay nakakahumali
Sa haplos mo dahan dahan akong namamatay
Wala akong kalabanlaban, walang kamalaymalay

Bakit sa bawat kanto ng buhay, dumarating ka?
Nakakabaliw ka, tama na
Gusto kong tapusin na ito
Ayokong dumepende sa iyo...

Masarap kang magmahal
Pero ako'y nasasakal
Nahihirapan, nanghihina
Ikaw ang nagiisang dahilan

Gusto kita pero di mahal
Masaya akong nakilala ka
Hanggang dun na lang aking makakaya
Wag mo na sana akong akitin pa...

When you’re in a shit hole

Have you ever experienced sitting in class and being quiet? When in reality you’re not that type of person. You’re not quiet, you’re usually the one making noise. The one that the teacher hushes during classes. Well it happened to me. That’s when I started thinking…

You get into high school or college and you find your “comfort zone” among the many faces in the crowd. But you have to be careful for those faces can turn to evil glares when you turn your back. Sometimes this jolly person you see, is the number back stabber you’ll ever meet. The person in the group who hangs on to anyone just to stay in the group wouldn’t be there for too long. The bossy will always be shut out. But those who learn to keep things to themselves and does not mind who they are with, will stay. Not necessarily the same crowd but they will stay. It’s hard to find strong friends, strong enough to take in the foul stench of your being.

I’m barely close with anybody because I don’t think I don’t have to be close with everybody. I’m a person hard to understand. That’s why only a few really know me. I’m not complaining, I’m informing. I always loved small circle of friends, it was always better that way. But my perky stature in the society draws in friends, and I can’t help but talk to them. Sometimes you need a breather from the same crowd, you want and find something new. I think this time, ill be thinking about myself. Putting me at the top of my priority list. I’ll think of pleasing myself and making me happy. I always cared for others, and I know I did my part already. Change is a very strong word, and if I do change for this, as long as I’m happy, I won’t change back. I can’t take back what has been lost, I can’t take back what has happened. I’ll just keep moving forward, and whoever stays with me in my journey of life, well I’m thankful and blessed to have you aboard.

Everybody has their shitty days.