marshmallow test

may marshmallow sa harap mo kaso tinitignan ka ng nagbabantay
alam mong test ito. natatawa siya sayo.
titingin ka sa marshmallow, titingin ka sakanya.

ganito kasi yung test mo. wag mo kainin yung marshmallow
sasagutin ka na ng crush mo, yung nagbabantay
ngunit pero eeeh favorite mo ang marshmallow

struggle. parang childhood friend mo ang marshmallow
pag andiyan siya makikipaglaro ka kahit may sakit ka pa,
kakainin mo aarrrrrr yuuuuum!!
basta andiyan yung plastic ng marshmallow, kelangan hawak mo agad :)

pero dumating sa buhay mo ang crush mo.
itatago mo ba yung plastic ng marshmallow sa bag?
or iiwan na ang marshmallow, at pipiliin siya
adik!

hindi naman niya sinabi na mamili ka
siya ba or yung marshmallow?
pinepressure mo sarili mo masyado,
gumagawa ka ng gulo sa ulo mo

alam nya na favorite mo yung marshmallow
di mo kelangan itago. di mo kelangan magkunwari na ayaw mo
wag mo ihiwalay ang hilig mo sa marshmallow at pagkursunada mo sakanya
ishare mo ang marshmallow sakanya, baka matuwa at magustuhan din ito

___________

let him into your world.

minsan minsan lang

kay tagal nung huli kita makasama.
tuwing narito ka, nawawala ang lahat
masaya, madrama ok lang
kayang kaya kahit ano pa

tumatakbo palayo ang isip
labo labo ang tingin sa buhay
pipikit para matigil
pero iikot ng malupit ang mundo

heto ako, kasama ang kerida ko
bawal ang malungkot kasi masaya ako
minsan ko lang siya makasama
pero sure ball na magulo ito :)

bawat baso'y may laman
ngiti may kwento
luha may dinadamdam
ikaw ako ang kasama

nakainom ako ngayon
kasama si kerida kanina
hawak ko ang alak
may amats nanaman ako sakanya

_______________________
kerida - alak
minsan minsan lang

monthsary

its been a month of renewal & redemption, and victory has come along side with me.
Since then i've been living life with trust, patience, peace and love. though troubles come around on every corner, i am at peace and ready. Bold as i speak now, but weak my voice was. fear is not with me anymore, its a foothold for my destruction. with me, is love. At times ill be shaken, tripped off and pushed over but trust makes me hold on, patience makes me understand, peace gives me hope and love keeps me going.

i sacrifice. i put aside all my raging emotions to deal in calm waters. i place others above self because when i do so, i am lifted higher. true love is sacrificial. not sacrificial of self but sacrificial all for love. you give, do, make what is not everyday of you to please love. that is when you can say you truly love.

sad for many do not understand. love is deeper than what we know now. love is beyond what we see and feel. i speak as i learn how, and as i enjoy the journey on to it.