insecurity

parang anay na dahan dahan kinakain ang kahoy
parang garapata na grabe kung kumapit
peste.

to drink

to drink is to feel
is to be numb
is to cry
to laugh and cry
to drink is to hear
to be deaf
to escape
to drink is to be in a trap
to drink is to look you in the eye
to drink is to talk
to drink is to speak the unspoken truth inside your heart that you've been wanting to let out
good or bad...
a door to say it the way you want it without thinking :)

lets drink

ako si wonderwoman

ako si wonderwoman,
kaya ko magpalit ng suot ng mabilisan basta't para sayo
bigla na lang ako lilipad narinig kong humingi ka ng tulong.
may automatic sensor ang tenga ko sa boses mo,
hihilain na lang ako bigla ng hangin papunta sayo.
ang saya tuwing nasasapak ko pababa sa ilalim ng lupa ang iyong problema, nasisipa palayo ang dinadamdam ng puso mo, natatalo ang mga kinakatakutan mo...
masaya ako na nagagawa ko yun para sayo...

sana ikaw din. kasi kahit ang pinakamatapang ay mangangailangan ng tagapagtanggol...

Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind

ngayon ko lang napanuod. so its good, but i dont agree with the message.
for me the message is "the more you forget, the more you remember"

which i saw first sa assistant and the doctor. they both agreed its for the best but its obviously not. their (doc and assistant) case pointed out na ang madaliang solusyon doesnt work. find the quickest exit, and you're running away from the problem. doesnt matter how fast you are, or far you've gone, you're running in a treadmill. andun ka pa rin.

"the more you forget, the more you remember" when you rant, you shout out all the things you are pissed about and that's remembering, even worst dinidiin mo.
so i say dont forget, remember! deal with it, live with it. if you get hurt, in time you will heal :)

its the pain, the struggle, the pace, the training, the process that makes finishing the race beautiful and get that sweet victory :)

oh clementine, be the crazy you. someone will live with you and love you.