Tricia of One more chance

halos lahat ata ng kilala ko gustong gusto tong movie na toh. para bang may laban si manny pacquiao, ang mundo tumitigil. at yun nga ang nangyari na knock out ako tumigil ang mundo, lalo na sa isang eksena na para bang de ja vu kung baga "nangyari na yun sakin ah, ilang beses pa"

Tricia: I love you

Popoy: (may onting delay alam mong hesitant kasi may iniisip)...love you

at boom! nakita ko sa mata ni tricia na alam niya na habang may project na pinagtratrabahuhan si popoy at basha medyo hindi imposible mangyari na mamiss nila ang isat isa. na yung "love you" ni popoy na yun sinasabi niya lang para makapagreply

the empty i love you.

holding onto nothing. pretending that there is something. trying to see a figure from the pitch black fall. its the strongest feeling that makes you weak inside...

tricia: mahal mo ba ako?

popoy: trish alam mong mahal kita

tricia: mahal mo ba siya?

popoy: hindi ko kayang makita kang nasasaktan

tricia: (pinikit mata ni popoy) para kung masaktan man ako di mo makita. mahal mo pa ba siya?

popoy: im so sorry

tricia knew the answer to her question but she was still hoping because she still loved popoy. why would you force someone to stay kung hindi naman siya magiging masaya, kung hindi naman pareho ang nararamdaman. kahit hindi magkasing sukat... kasi sa pagibig wala namang weighing scale, bakit kita ay este ni tricia pipilitin mahalin siya ni popoy kung alam niyang si basha talaga ang laman ng puso niya.

the right questions get the right answers.

you'd close your eyes, but you'd still hear it. you can be okay but you'd still feel it. you try put your heart to sleep to rest but its so alive beating because its hurting.

tangina ni popoy at basha nandamay pa.

Pagod

kelan mo ba masasabi na dapat ng tapusin? dapat ng tigilan? pag pagod na? kasi walang ng drive to go on. wala ng energy to move, to do the same things or to think of new things to make it work. tatanggapin mo na lang na pagod ka.

i dont believe in such. im not saying this kasi im a person who is full of energy but listen...ang pagiging pagod means may ginagagawa ka at nagagawa...simula lang yan. nagiging pagod ka lang kasi walang nangyayari, i mean walang return yung ginagawa mo. hindi dapat yun, hindi dapat ganun ang habol mo. Do it because you want to not because you want something in return. Ang hirap pag ang heart mo expectant kaya lahat ng ginagawa mo baliwala.

prinsipyo ko sa buhay is someday i will be loved the way i love others. Kaya in every lover i love, every friend i love i give them what is due them, what i feel for them. I love you because i love loving you, if you dont feel the same way its okay :) but when i said i love you it means forever. i know myself being capable of giving the "unconditional love" because i have experienced unconditional love. how hurtful it is, how lovely it is. loving beyond what hurts you, loving beyond the loveliness. I dont force anyone to love me, i dont force myself to love anyone i just love them.

i never get tired of loving people even if it causes me heartaches, its all part of the plan. its just the beginning.
its like the arena where your strength is tested.

Pagod na ako, naiiyak nga ako eh. kasi ang pagod na nararamdaman ko is yung pagod dahil nahihirapan na ako sa mga kasama ko...i may hate people but in reality i cant, im mad yes but it'll pass. ang hirap! gusto ko ng mangbitch lang pero sandali lang yan. this is just the beginning...

lahat ng problema natatapos :)