patak

tumutulo ang tubig sa gripo at di ko mapigilan. wala akong ibang magawa kundi saluhin.

patak. patak. nakikita ko ang sarili sa na namumuong tubig. patak. mawawala ang imahe ko. hindi ako makatulog sa katahimikan ng gabi. rinig na rinig mong pumapatak. patak. pero sa paulit ulit para na siyang lullaby na nilalambing ako patulog. patak. nagising sa gitna ng gabi iniisip bakit ako nagigising sayo. isang hugis, walang kulay, boring mong tunog. patak patak.

nagkwento ka ng nararamdaman mo. wala akong ibang magawa kundi makinig. patak. minsan nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa kinalalagyan mo. pero nawawala yun kung paano mo harapin ang problema mo. patak. patak. hindi ako makatulog iniisip kung ok ka lang. ramdam kong nahihirapan ka. patak. kung umiiyak ka man makakatulog ka kasi mapapagod ka. patak. biglang magigising ako mapapaginipan kita, bakit lagi kitang iniisip? patak. ikaw na dati ko ng alam na boring kausap. patak. nakakaiyak andito nanaman tayo sa senaryong ito. patak patak.

Idol

Idol,

sa buong buhay ko lagi kitang tinitingila. ang lakas mo kasi, walang makabara sayo
ang talino mo lahat ng maabutan mong problema nalulutasan mo...pero kung hindi man nalulusutan mo
pinapanuod kita. lagi akong natutuwa at natatawa sa mga pinag gagawa mo

nasabi ko ng i want to be like you
a person who tries everything, knows have to fun, knowledgeable, knows what to say, wise, family person, at higit sa lahat ang iyong pagiging strong.

Idol, ang galing galing mo. kaya ng makita kita nakahilata sa kwartong yun nanghina ako.
Hindi ko alam gagawin ko, ayoko maawa kasi alam ko kaya mo! malakas loob ko na dadating ang susunod mong episode.
Strong ka!! strong din kami. strong din ako...para sayo.

Wag kang bibigay agad, lumaban ka. Dont give up easily, we're no quitters. we always give up a good fight.
pinapanuod pa rin kita. aabangan kita.

- fan

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ang hirap hirap makita ang idol mo na nahihirapan. buong buhay mong tiningala, tinamaan lang ng ligaw na bala, nanghina na. pero hindi magbabago ang tingin ko sakanya, kasi ang mga idol kelangan din magpahinga. onting pahinga lang yan idol!!

Pag-tao nga naman ang idol mo...

Just Me

When will it ever be just ME

My life, my decisions, my mistakes and my victor

Every young girl wanted to be a princess

red carpets always laid in front of your feet

a feast prepared for the ball

a prince charming among the royalties

But where is the fun in that? everyday is fixed.

You wake up, you get dressed.

You smile and wave to everybody even if it’s a grumpy day for you

Your life is all planned and controlled.

I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THAT

I’am Nicole. You are Brix, you are Avi, you are Sonny, You are Robin, Bodee, Rich and Zach. I’am Nicole.

This is my life. You have yours to control.

It should just be ME

My life, my decisions, my mistakes, my victor

me to you

:)

when tears fall down your eyes, i sit down beside you, i relax and let you finish crying. 

i relax because i want to show you everything will be fine, nothing to worry about really but i dont want to speak of it because i know you're not ok, so i let you finish crying.

i wont ask you why? who? or what? ill let you work on it alone. i dont want you to be dependent on me, or anybody. because at the end of the day, its you and the world. if you need me, i know you'll talk, you know im always here.

...

dont hide from me, you dont have to. if you intentionally or unintentionally hurt me, its fine. just tell me. id rather hear it from you than anybody else. what is there to hide? say sorry and ill forgive you. understand me though, it will take time for me to forget. dont be ashamed, afraid or hesitant. sit me down, and tell me the truth. id rather know even if it means me getting hurt. lets unload that guilt of yours, and help me mend the pain. we'll get through this.

...

we're not in preschool anymore. even if you hurt me, ill be your friend. 

through the pain, we gain. let the tears fall, shout the pain out. 

im here. 

just a word from you, and ill kill all the monsters under your bed.

i love you. take care.