Pause

To be very passionate about something is like standing in the water, fighting the current. Not everyone is for it but you'd still be in it. Passion is a word not everyone understands, and its fine. No one else has to understand what you are in...but hopefully through what i do others will know, feel, see and just be happy for me.

Dancing is my ice cream. my open road. my diary...my world. A place where i can truly be me and be happy not matter how sad the song is. But a song ends, a choreography has its last step...

"Sir Melvin,

I am not good with conversing about my problems but this concerns my time with Vibe. I love dancing and I truly want to grow in it. To be a part of your team, is a privilege and it made me feel good about what I am passionate about. However, passion is a word not everyone understands. As much as I want to give more time for Vibe, my family expects a lot from me. In other words, they want me to work. I get to stay in Vibe as long as I have a stable income, enough to support myself and help a little at home. I hope you understand, my family is in total support of what I want to do in life. But they cannot support me financially anymore. And this is what I also want, I want them to help me become more independent because I'm on the process of having a life on my own.

Sir, what I'm trying to say is I will have less and lesser time for training until I get a job. I've been having lots of interviews and one of the concerns of the employers is my dancing. Im not giving it up, rather just putting it to a pause.

I apologize for the consistent absences in rehearsals, and for the miscommunication due to network service failures. This may be accounted as unprofessionalism, again I apologize.

Hoping for your understanding about this.

Please do pray for me to find a job.

Thank you and God bless.

Nicole Melicor"

I dont mean to end it, im still fighting for it. and i will be back for you my first love. We will start a new song, and we'll dance to it.

dancescape

because i wanted to escape from thinking too much...
Dance! boogie wonderland

please do not share this video to anyone :))
I enjoy dancing alone haha not on stage without anyone to sync with...just dancing

kotse

mga pormadong kotse na may kanya kanyang special features mula sa kaha, sa gulong, sa interior at sa kung hanggang saan pwedeng ito itakbo. ang daming kotse na pwede ko sakyan pero pinapapili lang ako ng isa...hindi ba pwedeng isa per day ang kotse ko? para hindi ako magiisip pag color coding. hindi ba pwedeng dalawa para salit salit. gulo ng isipan hindi maunawaan...sabay sabay ko kasi sila tinitignan. anong kotse nga ba ang mas matimbang? anong kotse ba ang mas ok sa safety features? para pag nabangga onting untog lang buhay pa. anong kotse ba yung makakasabay sa bilis na gusto ko? one of a kind ang mga kotseng ganun, mahal kung nagkataon. anong kotse ang pwede ko itago at imaintain hanggang pag tanda ko?

parang nasa car show ang puso ko ngayon. makikita mo ang family car, ang sedan na pang dalawahan lang, ang pick up para sa maramihan, ang van para sa biyahe, ang naka set up ng magandang sounds na kotse, at madami pang ibang kotse na umaaligid.

anong kotse sasakyan ko...eh teka marunong na ba ako magdrive?

bakit ka ganyan?

pag napangiti mo ko, iba na toh. ipipikit ang mata at dadalin ang sarili sa mundo ng imahinasyon. iisipin kung paano aasta pag nakasama muli kita, sasabayan mabilis man o mabagal ang takbo mo. mas mahirap ka sabayan mas ginigusto ko. sumakit man o magkasakit, basta andiyan ka solve ako. pipilitin ko pang mapansin mo ang maliliit na galaw na gagawin ko. pagdating talaga sayo iba ang amats ko.

nalalabas ko ang aking pagkatao, ang kulit, ang madrama, ang gustong sabihin, kung ano ang nasa loob ng puso. madaling araw, gabi, hapon pwedeng pwede ka. ikaw ang numero unong yayakap sakin at magpapaalam na ok lang kung ano ang nararamdaman. napapagaan mo ang bigat na buhat buhat ko.

lumiliyab ang puso sa tuwing kasama. di mapinta ang ngiti ang kilig sa aking mukha.
bakit ka ganyan? marinig lang kita titigil na mundo ko at mapapatingin sayo.
sana hanggat sa pagtanda ko andiyan ka pa rin.

BACKSTAGE crew

A lot of things happen backstage. Watchout for BACKSTAGE CREW's dance videos soon on youtube :)