pianist

touch the right notes and we'll make music
press the right keys, pleasing you and me
play and make love to the instrument
gently but firmly fondle every range

let the melody sink in so start slow
feel whats with in and sway to the rhythm
closed eyes as you caress every tune
listening to your every heartbeat

hit the highest note to the lowest one
serenade me 'til the morning sun
the movement of your fingers draw me in
i go unstable as it reaches that perfect tone

dazzled i am with the squint of smile you display
hypnotized in the lovely music you play
o' dear pianist you lift my soul high
you have that charm that makes my heart fly...

Masarap kang magmahal

Labi mo't labi ko'y nagdidikit
Hawak ang katawan mo ako'y nanginginig
Iisa ang nilalaman ng ating dibdib
Parehong nilalanghap na hangin

Ikaw ang hanap sa araw at gabi
Dating mo ay nakakahumali
Sa haplos mo dahan dahan akong namamatay
Wala akong kalabanlaban, walang kamalaymalay

Bakit sa bawat kanto ng buhay, dumarating ka?
Nakakabaliw ka, tama na
Gusto kong tapusin na ito
Ayokong dumepende sa iyo...

Masarap kang magmahal
Pero ako'y nasasakal
Nahihirapan, nanghihina
Ikaw ang nagiisang dahilan

Gusto kita pero di mahal
Masaya akong nakilala ka
Hanggang dun na lang aking makakaya
Wag mo na sana akong akitin pa...

baba.

its christmas break. and you know what that means :) endless party and unending yummy food which results into cute bellies and chubby faces. i dont know if its just me but i know a lot could relate to me.

BABA...BABA...BABA...baboy ako. grabe pag christmas break or kahit anong break. gusto ko magimpose ng competition sa mga kaibigan ko...PATABAAN OH!? ano ano? pero syempre joke lang yun. but i swear and i know i get fat when we have breaks. staying at home is not good. ironic? but yes. when all you can see is the same corners over and over again. you have nothing to do then a rumbling sound call onto you, you get hungry and you answer that call, you eat.

i call my home, my land of sweets. chocolates, cookies, milo and if im lucky ice cream in the freezer...ALL FOR FREE :) and if i want anything more, i ask the fairylooking God-given mother to give it to me or i tell the beast who turns into mom's prince charming to get me something good to eat. yes, when im at home its like a fairytale. am i hansel? or gretel?

BABA...BABA...BABA...batugan ako. i sleep late but i wake up early...early for dinner. today i woke up 2pm because i slept 4am. doing what? plants vs zombies. pag break nga naman oh. parang you have loads and lots of time. NOT. im graduating and time is gold. NOT. time should be used very wisely, but am i? HAHAHA NOT. i sleep i wake up and it repeats.

i dont really have time coz when i wake up, i have 1 hr munimuni on my bed, i look into the fridge. i think of what i should do...okay i get stuck. i just think but i dont do it.

BABA...BABA...BABA...baho ko na. i make my room messy, its like a jungle in here. oh in my closet? man!! FOREST. i dont know where to find my clothes from my bags from my shoes. HAHA its fun here. and since i just woke up, i just ate...im tatamad to take a bath. today i woke up 2pm ate lunch ng 330pm. ate merienda at 5pm and ate dinner 6:30pm...i took a bath :D yes hahaha i just took a bath and i brushed my teeth...

hmmmmm

BABA..BABA...BABA...BABAE ako. maniwala kayo sa hindi. babae ako, i just dont practice it like others does :)
i dont mind getting wounded, breaking a nail or getting dirty. i get roudy at times and i hang out with anyone or everyone.
i wish i was a guy but im fine im a girl :) i bully, i make fun of people and yet they love me still. thats how i love them more when they can stand the stench, the lousiness, the boyishness and the evilness that is me. but yes...i am a girl. i have the organs of a girl so i guess i am. i like guys still. so yeah. i am a girl

___________

just playing :D

Agawan base

pinapanuod ko ang dalawa habang natutuwa at nagkakantsawan...

makakarating ang isa ng 4 na hakbang kalayo sa base nung isa, pero makakatakbo ang bantay at tuluyan susugod sa base ng kalaban.

...

A: hindi mo naman kaya iwanan at irisk ang base mo para habulin ako

B: KAYA! ikaw naman lagi kang nagiisip kaya pigil ang galaw mo

A: at least nagiisip, di katulad mo na sugod lang ng sugod. walang pakielam kahit madapa

B: ok lang madapa! kasama yun sa pag sugod. at least sinubukan ko

A: sinubukan mo kaso walang nangyari.

dumating na sa punto na naging seryoso sila, wala ng tawanan, wala ng ngiti.

ang dalawang base hindi pwede maiwanan, kelangan ipaglaban.

hindi pwedeng hayaan na walang nagbabantay, kundi maagawan.

kelangan marunong ka magrisk, kelangan marunong ka magisip.

hindi pwedeng sugod lang ng sugod, malayo nga ang nahakbang wala naman napala.

hindi rin pwedeng grabe magisip, baka hanggang isang hakbang lang ang mangyari.

kapag nakuha ng isa ang base ng aagawan, tapos ang laro. meron ng panalo.

nakikipalaro ng agawan base ang utak at puso ko sa magiging desisyon ng araw araw ko.

sweetheart

kinailangan kong lumayo sayo, pero hindi ko makakayanan ang desisyong ito.

ayokong isipin at tanggapin ang buhay pag wala ka na.

I know you wont, you cant be there for me till i grow old. kaya ngayon pa lang hinahanda ko na ang puso ko para sa panahon na iyon. pag wala ka na...

pag nakikita kita lagi kitang lalapitan kasi its you who makes me feel the happiest.

ngayon pag nandyan ka na parang gusto ko na lang umiyak at isipin kelan ka ba magiging akin ng tuluyan

pag namromroblema ako, sigurado akong kaya mo ko pangitiin at gawing masaya pero kelangan ko na magisip ng papalit sayo kaso mahirap, kasi nagiisa ka.

walang kasing lambing at 'sing tamis ng iyong pagmamahal. kaya bawat tao na makita kong masaya na nakakasama ka untiunti akong namamatay...kasi dapat AKO, ako ang may hawak sayo.

nanghihina ako ngayon. hindi makakain ng maayos dahil wala ka na.

pilit kong gusto maging manhid, para hindi mo na ako maakit.

hindi ko pa rin matanggap. pero nandito ako, desisyon ko toh. para sa ikabubuti din natin toh.

i miss you.

(no sweets for a week)